Changing

As I wake up, I see the dreadfull reallity. The world has changed. It's not the place were I feel "right". It's not the place were I feel happy. It's the place that struggles against me. It's the place that destiny uses to nail to the wall. Just doesn't feel right any more. I just can't help but wonder that, if this is what awaits me in the future, I'm not going to make it. I'm not going to take the pressure and hold up.

If this is what lies ahead...I just prefer to stay behind...

Maybe that isn't the answer. Maybe the answer is that the world isn't the one who has to change. It's me. I look to the sides and see happy people walking all around. Maybe, the world is not the one that's "wrong". Maybe it's me... So, I have to change... But am I strong enough?

And if I can't change myself, can I change the world?


Am I strong enough?

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PEARL JAM
"Help Help"

Tell me what I wanna hear
This suits too good to be true
My dear

Tell me lies
Tell me lies, tell me
Tell me lies, tell me

Help me

Storybook keeps from hurting me
You see
Shell of the man from the sea

Tell me lies
Tell me lies, tell me
Tell me lies, tell me

Tell me why
Tell me why, tell me
Tell me why, tell me

Tell me lies,...

Help me

Reservoir
Of hate and fear
Invisible
In repair
A hundred theives
Cast a spell
This is hell

Help me

The man they call my enemy, I've seen his eyes
He looks just like me, a mirror

The more you read, we've been deceived
Everyday it becomes clearer,...

Clearer.

Not my enemy,.. no, not my enemy,..
Don't speak for me. No, not my enemy.