20080327

Derniere Danse...




KYO
"Le Dernier Danse"


J'ai longtemps parcouru son corps
Effleuré cent fois son visage
J'ai trouvé de l'or
Et meme quelques étoiles
En essuyant ses larmes
J'ai appris par coeur
La pureté de ses formes
Parfois, je les dessine encore
Elle fait partie de moi

{Refrain:}
Je veux juste une dernière danse
Avant l'ombre et l'indifférence
Un vertige puis le silence
Je veux juste une dernière danse

Je l'ai connue trop tot
Mais c'est pas d'ma faute
La flèche a traversé ma peau
C'est une douleur qui se garde
Qui fait plus de bien que de mal
Mais je connais l'histoire
Il est déjà trop tard
Dans son regard
On peut apercevoir
Qu'elle se prépare
Au long voyage

{au Refrain}

Je peux mourir demain
Ca n'change rien
J'ai recu de ses mains
Le bonheur ancré dans mon âme
C 'est meme trop pour un seul homme
Je l'ai vue partir, sans rien dire
Il fallait seulement qu'elle respire
Merci d'avoir enchanté ma vie

{au Refrain}


20080324

Time is running out of me


Há dias especiais proporcionados por pessoas especiais que nos fazem sentir, ainda que apenas por momentos, especiais.

Vocês são especiais para mim.

Obrigado por hoje.

Mesmo com uma semana "menos-boa" (disseram-me para ser mais optimista e falar de forma mais positiva) conseguiram dar-me um dia de descanso mental. Obrigado por fazerem o sol brilhar no meu mundinho.



Gostava de saber o que fazer agora e para onde seguir. Queria respostas. Queria uma luz. Não tenho. E isto de ir ás apalpadelas... Corro o risco de apalpar quem não devo....




Abraços


________________________________
MUSE LYRICS

"Time Is Running Out"

I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
That you've created

You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

You will be the death of me
You will be the death of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation

You will squeeze the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Oh

You will suck the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Oh

20080320

Deixar de voar...


Há dias em que percebemos exactamente o que somos, em que nível estamos e o que podemos esperar tendo em conta esse mesmo nível. Voar é para quem tem asas. Andar é para quem tem os pés no chão. Não tenho asas, pelo que só posso andar...Sim, também se tropeça. Mas a queda, essa, é proporcionalmente muito menor e doí mesmo muito menos. Nada como um "reality check" para nos por de volta na terra... Podia tentar dizer tudo o que vai cá dentro...mas além de inútil e aborrecido, é provavelmente impossível...
Quando é que deixo de me iludir, esperando que as coisas possam ser diferentes?


Talvez a resposta é esperar menos, para talvez a desilusão ser menor ou então por outro lado conseguir uma pontual surpresa agradável...não sei...sei que não há mais voos deste lado...Caminhadas...e curtas...







Sick, sad, little world of mine...


20080318

Answers Vs Questions


I have always wonder why I breath, why I live, why am I doing here, what does the future hold, what does it want from me... But never in my life have I felt this lost, this empty, this alone....

And you... :(

Seems a bit crazy just to say this, but, I just can't find any answer. The questions that I lay before me are all but riddles that I struggle to answer.


Why does life seem this way to me? Why do I make these shit decisions?
Why is my life this strange? Why do I have to have these days, where anything seems to weigh more than 10000 tons?

So many questions, stupid ones at that, that will never have answers... A sage once said: "The day you answer all your questions you'll lose what to fight for" Seems I have to fight for a long time yet...but I'm already so tired....



Can you help?







Guess not...





20080315

Cansado

Cansado, exausto, confuso, pensativo, espectante, assustado, nervoso. . .
















Will somebody help?

20080307

Lust


Deixo me levar pela luxúria desta tentação mortal e deixo-me possuir pelo sentimento que tem tanto de divino como de demoníaco. . .

Só quero. . .



Só me apetece. . .



Queria e gostava de. . .






"Just going to let lust take over me and wait that by morning things seem just as clear as they do now" in «Morning Toughts» by Scorps




___________________________________
DANITY KANE
"Right Now"

[Intro - Aubrey]
Oh boy
Baby...
Oh no no no, touch me like that
Ohh my god, baby, no, no, no, no, no

[Verse 1 - Aundrea]
Your so, you just don't know
What I'd do to you
If the situation was different
[Dawn]
It's beat and go (go)
We'd be on this floor, it'd be on for sure
It's too bad that we can't

[Pre-chorus - Aubrey (Group)]
You make me wanna do, something I never do (never do)
Wanna go there with you (with you)
All the way there (there), touch me there (there), take me there with you (there with you)
Boy I'm scared of you
Nothing compares to you
I'm not prepared to do it

[Chorus - D. Woods (Group)]
So I can't love you (right now)
Like I want to (right now)
We just can't do it
And it's taking everything in me
I want to (right now)
No I want to (right now)
It's this one rule
(And it's keeping me from giving you my love)

[Verse 2 - Dawn]
I must admit
Baby ooh your kiss
It's taking my mind
To places that my body's never seen before
Makin' me wantin' more
[Aundrea]
I know you're hopin' that I bend a little
give a little more (yeah)

[Pre-chorus - D. Woods (Group)]
You make me wanna do, something I never do (never do)
Wanna go there with you (with you)
All the way there (there), touch me there (there), take me there with you (there with you)
Boy I'm scared of you
Nothing compares to you
I'm prepared to do it

[Chorus - Aubrey (Group)]
So I can't love you (right now)
Like I want to (right now)
We just can't do it
And it's taking everything in me
I want you (right now)
No I want to (right now)
But it's this one rule
(And it's keeping me from giving you my love)

[Bridge - Shannon (Dawn)]
Wanna go all the way
We gotta play it safe
Hey, Hey
We ain't doin' nothing if you don't, don't, don't, don't know (my love)
(So you just cant have my love)

[Chorus - Aundrea (Group)]
So I can't love you (right now)
Like I want to (right now)
We just can't do it
And it's taking everything in me
Know that I want to (right now)
Like I love you (right now)
I want to
(And it's keeping me from giving you my love)

[Outro - Dawn (spoken)]
Ooh right there right there
Touch me there, right there
ooh there, there
Right there, right there
Ooh, no
Right there, right there
No, right there, right there, right there





20080304

Games


Gostava de conseguir por em palavras tudo que sinto durante um só momento. Conseguir transmitir tudo o que se passa cá dentro a cada nano-segundo. Mas é impossível. Não existem palavras que sejam capazes de transmitir correctamente tudo o que se passa no meu cerne e, mesmo que tais palavras existem, a soma do seu todo para formar o que por completo sinto resultaria num livro demasiado grande, impossível de ler numa só vida.







______________________________________

THE CARDIGANS
"My Favourite Game"

I don't know what you're looking for
you haven't found it baby, that's for sure
You rip me up and spread me all around
in the dust of the deed of time

And this is not a case of lust, you see
it's not a matter of you versus of me
It's fine the way you want me on your own
but in the end it's always me alone

And I'm losing my favourite game
you're losing your mind again
I'm losing my baby
losing my favourite game

I only know what I've been working for
another you so I could love you more
I really thought that I could take you there
but my experiment is not getting us anywhere

I had a vision I could turn you right
a stupid mission and a lethal fight
I should have seen it when my hope was new
my heart is black and my body is blue

And I'm losing my favourite game
you're losing your mind again
I'm losing my favourite game
I've tried but you're still the same
I'm losing my baby
you're losing a saviour and a saint








20080302

Alone


Não sei que sentir, Não sei que fazer, Não sei que pensar, Não sei que esperar. Não sei. Sinto-me sozinho...


Sinto-me pequenino...












"Alone, at night, I turn around, waiting to see you there, just laying beside me. Then I wake up, it's morning, and another lonely night has passed." in "memorias.docx" by scorps 10/2/2008









______________________________________
BUSH

"Letting The Cables Sleep
"


you in the dark
you in the pain
you on the run

living a hell
living your ghost

living your end

never seem to get in the place

that i belong

don't want to lose the time
lose the time to come
whatever you say, it's alright
whatever you do, it's all good
whatever you say, it's alright
silence is not the way
we need to talk about it
if heaven is on the way

if heaven is on the way

you in the sea
on decline
breaking the waves
watching the lights go down
Letting the cables sleep
silence is not the way

we need to talk about it
if heaven is on the way

we'll wrap the world around it

if heaven is on the way


i'm a stranger in this town
i'm a stranger in this town