20090320

I know...



AMY WINEHOUSE

"You Know I'm No Good"

Meet you downstairs in the bar and hurt,
Your rolled up sleeves in your skull t-shirt,
You say “what did you do with him today?”,
And sniffed me out like I was Tanqueray,
’Cause you're my fella, my guy,
Hand me your stella and fly,
By the time I'm out the door,
You tear men down like Roger Moore,

I cheated myself,
Like I knew I would,
I told you I was trouble,
You know that I'm no good,

Upstairs in bed, with my ex boy,
He's in a place, but I can't get joy,
Thinking on you in the final throes,
This is when my buzzer goes,
Run out to meet you, chips and pitta,
You say “when we married”,
'cause you're not bitter,
”There'll be none of him no more,”
I cried for you on the kitchen floor,

I cheated myself,
Like I knew I would,
I told you I was trouble,
You know that I'm no good,

Sweet reunion, Jamaica and Spain,
We're like how we were again,
I'm in the tub, you on the seat,
Lick your lips as I soak my feet,
Then you notice likkle carpet burn,
My stomach drops and my guts churn,
You shrug and it's the worst,
Who truly stuck the knife in first

I cheated myself,
Like I knew I would
I told you I was trouble,
You know that I'm no good,

I cheated myself,
Like I knew I would
I told you I was trouble,
Yeah, you know that I'm no good.

20081202

Pretty


(To listen, see the side playlist)


THE CRANBERRIES
"Pretty"

You're so pretty the way you are.

You're so pretty the way you are.
And you had no reason,
To be so insolent to me.
You're so pretty the way you are.

La, la, you got to say it if you want to,
But you won't change me.
La, la, you got to say it if you want to,
But you won't change me.

You're so pretty the way you are.
You're so pretty the way you are.
And you had no reason,
To be so insolent to me.
You're so pretty the way you are.

La, la, you got to say it if you want to,
But you won't change me.
La, la, you got to say it if you want to,
But you won't change me.

20081201

Away...

Hoje acordei e vi-te dormir ao meu lado. Vi os primeiros fios de luz a baterem na tua cara, banhando-te duma luz surreal. Vi-te como se te visse pela primeira vez. Vi-te com os mesmos olhos que uma criança abre os presentes no dia de Natal. Vi-te e pensei "tenho sorte". 

Gosto de ti... "more than words can say; more than a science could ever explain"

Espero não acordar... Para poder continuar a ver-te dormir. 

_________________________________________
MADONNA
"Miles Away"

I just woke up from a fuzzy dream
You never would believe those things that I had seen
I looked in the mirror and I saw your face
You looked right through me, you were miles away

All my dreams they fade away
I'll never be the same
If you could see me the way you see yourself
I can't pretend to be someone else

You always love me more, miles away
I hear it in your voice, we're miles away
You're not afraid to tell me, miles away
I guess we're at our best when we're miles away

So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away

When no one's around then I have you here
I begin to see the picture, it becomes so clear
You always have the biggest heart,
When we're six thousand miles apart

Too much of no sound
Uncomfortable silence can be so loud
Those three words are never enough
When it's long distance love

You always love me more, miles away
I hear it in your voice, we're miles away
You're not afraid to tell me, miles away
I guess we’re at our best when we're miles away

So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away

I'm alright, don't be sorry, but it's true
When I'm gone you'll realize
That I'm the best thing that happened to you

You always love me more, miles away
I hear it in your voice, we're miles away
You're not afraid to tell me, miles away
I guess we're at our best when we're miles a-a-away...

You always love me more, miles away
I hear it in your voice, we're miles away
You're not afraid to tell me, miles away
I guess we're at our best when we're miles away

So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away

20081117

O belo abismo


Miles Away - Madonna




Imagem presente em deviantart.com.

20081103

Pure, uncontrolable lust...








I feel you. . .

* * *

20081030

"Hometown"






ADELE
"Hometown Glory"


I've been walking in the same way as I did
Missing out the cracks in the pavement
And tutting my heel and strutting my feet
"Is there anything I can do for you dear? Is there anyone I can call?"
"No and thank you, please Madam. I ain't lost, just wandering"

Round my hometown
Memories are fresh
Round my hometown
Ooh the people I've met
Are the wonders of my world
Are the wonders of my world
Are the wonders of this world
Are the wonders of my world

I like it in the city when the air is so thick and opaque
I love to see everybody in short skirts, shorts and shades
I like it in the city when two worlds collide
You get the people and the government
Everybody taking different sides

Shows that we ain't gonna stand shit
Shows that we are united
Shows that we ain't gonna take it
Shows that we ain't gonna stand shit
Shows that we are united

Round my hometown
Memories are fresh
Round my hometown
Ooh the people I've met

Are the wonders of my world
Are the wonders of my world
Are the wonders of this world
Are the wonders of my world

20081029

I Don't Care



Já pensaram no que fariam se soubessem que tinham apenas mais um dia de vida? Que gostavam de levar convosco? De fazer pela ultima vez? A primeira coisa que me veio à cabeça foi o cheiro da manhã. Sabem, aquele cheiro a erva, terra e vento húmido duma manhã de outono. Queria cheirar isso pela última vez. Beber os primeiros raios de sol do dia. E despedir-me das últimas réstias de luz do dia. Queria sentir de novo o prazer de sentir o mar ali ao pé. Cheirar o sal. Ouvir o mar de novo... Queria rir-me. Rir-me até não poder mais. Rir até me doer a cara. Queria dar um beijo. Sentir o abraço do amor e não enfrentar a dor da despedida. Queria segurar de novo um buquêt de lápis acabados de afiar. Queria escrever o meu nome pela última vez numa folha de papel. Queria comer uma bela última refeição. Empanturrar-me numa montanha de doces até não poder mais. Queria ajudar alguém antes de me despedir. Queria pegar no carro e seguir sem sentido estrada fora. Puxar pelos limites e gozar a velocidade e a adrenalina. Queria ver tudo e todos. Queria despedir-me dos meus amigos, não com um "adeus" mas simplesmente dizendo o quanto são importantes. Queria chorar no ombro da minha mãe e dar um abraço ao meu pai. Queria deitar-me na relva de barriga para cima e ver as nuvens passar. Queria sentir o vento da cara e a chuva escorrer-me pela cara. . . Com tanta coisa que queria fazer. . . Um dia não chegava. . . Uma semana era insuficiente. . . E um ano. . . inutil. E, então, percebi uma percentagem minúscula da frustração de quem se confronta com essa realidade . . . E percebi também quantas pequenas coisas me prendem a este mundo. . .



NOTE: For the few english readers of my blog, this text is, unfortunatly only in portuguese. Sorry folks. =)

_______________________________
FALL OUT BOY

"I Don't Care"


Say my name, and his in the same breath, I
Dare you to say they taste the same,
Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow in flames

Brace myself and let go,
Start it over again in Mexico
These friends, they don't love you
They just love the hotel suites, now

I don't care what you think,
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

I don't care what you think
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance,
I'm not a chance, but a heat wave in your pants
Pull a breath like another cigarette,
Palms up, I'm trading 'em (trading 'em)

I'm the oracle in my chest,
Let the guitar scream like a fascist,
Sweat it out, shut your mouth,
Free love on the streets, but
In the alley and I ain't that cheap, now

I don't care what you think,
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

I don't care what you think,
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery


Said-a, I don't care just a-what you think,
As long as it's about me, you said-a
I don't care just what you think,
As long as it's about me, you said-a
I don't care (I don't care)
You said I don't care (I don't care)
Said I don't care,
I don't care
I don't care (I don't care), I said-a
I don't care

I don't care what you think,
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

I don't care what you think,
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery..

20080619

Sorry


Sorry that I'm just a mess...
Sorry that I'm just messing things up...
Sorry that I'm a caos whithin this mess...


Can't take it if I see you like this again...



Sorry...

20080610

Believe in yourself...



Sometimes, you just need to believe in yourself. . .









________________________
KOMINE LISA
"Faith" (English Version)

Believe in yourself
Be who you want to be...

I will shed no tear, I will face my fear all alone
All the doubts in mind, I will leave behind

Lost in the dark, seek for the light
I hold out my hand into the endless night

To get through the time in strife in my life
I tell myself over to never give in

Feel your heartbeat inside you
Don't be afraid
Keep the faith
That's the key to all the doors ahead
Open up your way with the brighter hopes for today
The sun will rise upon your way

Believe in yourself
You're not alone
Believe in your strength
You'll find your way

My weakness inside is something I can't hide from your eyes
So fragile and fair, so much i can bear

Breaking the chain that binds you from pain
Through gentle rain, you're free once again

Searching for truth and love in my life
'Till I find my own I will never give up

Listen to the voice of your heart
Deep in your soul
Keep the faith
Let it work a miracle in your life
Never look back on sorrow and let go of your pain
The light of love shines upon your way

Feel your heartbeat inside you
Don't be afraid
Keep the faith
That's the key to all the doors ahead
Open up your way with the brighter hopes for today
The sun will rise upon your way

Believe in yourself
You're not alone
Believe in your strength
You'll find your way




"Sora Ni Saku" (Japonese Version)

Kanadete yume yoru o koete

Michikakeru tsuki no kage sotto
Kanashimi no kodou furuwasu
Samayou inryoku
Hitomi ni utsushite
Kodoku no yami o koete yuku shinjitsu wa kono mune ni

Yasashisa wa tsuyosa ni naru
Osorenaide shinjiru koto
Sora ni saku kirameki wa towa ni
Toki no koe dakishime

Kanadete yume kikasete
Kaze tsutaete yuuki o

Maiochiru hanabira no ota yo
Hontou no kotoba sakasete
Michibiku hikari o
Ryoute de tsutsumu yo
Tooku hakanai negai mo kanaeru kiseki tsukamou

Itsuwarinai tashika na mono
Wasurenaide kanjiru koto
Chigiresou na kono yubisaki de
Sou namida haratte

Yasashisa wa tsuyosa ni naru
Osorenaide shinjiru koto
Sora ni saku kirameki wa towa ni
Toki no koe dakishime

Kaze tsutaete tsuyosa o
Ima chikau yo yuuki o

20080521

Destiny fights me...



BREAKING BENJAMIN
"You Fight Me"

You fight me, flat on my lonely face I fell.
Finding in the end I live well.
In light of the life that I have found,
It's coming down.

I don't know what isn't real,
But it's easy
To beat me.
(Suck it in)
Life is sink or swim.
Love is blinding, no surviving.

I don't know what I want to be yet.
But I can show that I need to see this.
No time for lies and empty fights.
I'm on your side.

Can we live a life of peace and happiness?
I don't think so.

No denying I am scared to lose the things I love.
I'm in control.

[Chorus:]
This is how, this is how it's going to end.
This is how, this is how it's going to end.
End

Everyone is waiting here for everyone.
Leave me alone.

[Chorus:]
This is how, this is how it's going to end.
This is how, this is how it's going to end.
This is how, this is how it's going to end.
(No)
This is how, this is how it's going to end.


20080515

Crazy...

When your lips touch mine I reach the impossible... The world stops and the only sounds my mind hears is your breathing and the beat of your heart...


Sometimes, the only thing that keeps me away from complete insanity is knowing that maybe tomorrow I'll see you...I'll have you...



Crazy 'bout you!

















______________________________________
ASHANTI
"Only You"

[ Intro]
I just want you to know... that
Through out it all
It's only you
That stood by me
And for that...
I thank you, I love you
Ashanti

Ashanti..

[1st Verse]

OoOo I can't wait to get next to you
Oooh I just can't leave you alone
Boy you got me doin' thangs
That I would neva do
And I can't stop the way
I'm feelin' if I wanted to
I'm crazy bout the way
That you could
make me say your name
And if I couldn't have you
I would probably go insane cause

[Chorus]

Only you can make me feel
(Only you can make me feel)
And only you can take me there
(Only you can take me there)
And only you can make me feel
(Only you, only you can make me feel)
And only you can take me there
(Only you can take me there)

[2nd Verse]
OoOo I can't wait to get next to you
Oohh I just can't leave you alone
Boy you stay inside my mind
Ain't no denyin' that
And only you could do them things
That got me comin' back
It's gotta be the realest thing
That I have ever felt
And I'll do what I gotta do
To keep you to myself cause

[Chorus[

Only you can make me feel
(Only you can make me feel yeah)
And only you can take me there
(Only you can take me there yeah)
And only you can make me feel
(Only you can make me feel yeah)
And only you can take me there
(Only you can take me there)

[Bridge]

Crazy (baby)
'bout the ('bout the)
way you
(Make me) feel
I just (got to)
gotta
have you (have you)
here
And I (and I)
wanna (wanna)
letchu (let you)
know
(I) I won't
(I won't) eva
(Ever)let you
(Let you)go

[Chorus]
Only you can make me feel
(Only you can make me feel)
And only you can take me there
(Only you can take me there yeah)
And only you can make me feel
(You can make me feel)
And only you can take me there
(Only you can take me there)

OoOo I can't wait to get next to you
Oohh I just can't leave you alone




20080514

Lust....Desire....YOU!

Today I woke up. My dick was so hard. My mind still not in me. Just all my body shaking. I just want you. Can't have this much longer. Away from you my body loses control and my mind gives away to lust and desire. Lust and desire that should be yours to have. I should be yours to have... I am yours to have!

And, as my mind gives away to lust and desire, my body crumbles with the thought of having you by my side once again... And I start stroking it hard... just wanting to have you here...wanting to make you lose yourself in my desire...And again I stroke...and again....and again... your lips...your neck...your eyes...the way you wisper to me "more..."...your touch...your body...your weight...your hands...and I keep stroking...hating life for not allowing you to be here stroking it for me... for not letting me give you all the pleasure I want to...Hating distance but thinking of you I keep stroking...

Then it starts...Slowly growing inside me...that feeling...the heat...I sense...I'm almost going to lose control...then...I do start to lose control...my body isn't mine anymore....it's yours...and I lose control... million things go through my head...my entire body becomes overcome by the spasms...and then....it's over...my body breathing heavly...my mind still away from me...and my hand, my chest, my neck and my face all wet... And still, it was not enough... If only you were here...



The french do say that orgasm is the second death...


Can you get the lyrics?


_______________________________
CHESTER BENNINGTON & KORN
"System"

You fell away,
What more can I say?
The feelings evolved,
I won't let it out,
I can't replace...
Your screaming face,
Feeling the sickness inside

Why won't you die?
Your blood in mine…
We'll be fine…
Then your body will be mine

So many words
Can't describe my face
This feeling's evolved
So soon to break out
I can't relate
to a happy state
feeling the blood run inside

Why won't you die?
Your blood in mine…
We'll be fine…
Then your body will be mine

Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
Keep me down to what you think I should be!
Must you tempt me and provoke the ministry?

Keep on trying I’ll not die so easily

I will not die…

Why is everything so fucking hard for me?

I will not die…

Why is everything so fucking hard for me?

I will not die…

Why won't you die?
Your blood is mine….
We'll be fine….
Then your body will be mine (x 2)

20080512

Poetry


Um dia fui capaz de escrever de forma eloquente o que de dentro de mim transbordava para o mundo real. Fui capaz de juntar meras letras, que sozinhas não são nada, e transforma-las em palavras que depois transformei em frases. Construí parágrafos inteiros. Usei de figuras de estilo, metáforas, ironias e hipérboles. Prendi quem lia com referências cultas e complexas. Retratei o mundo pelos meus olhos e o meu interior pelo que sentia. Usei das mais variadas ferramentas; teclas do computador, de telemóvel, lápis, esferográficas.

Mas estou longe de conseguir exprimir a forma como o mundo pára quando me beijas. De conseguir dizer ao mundo o quanto me prendes apenas por sorrires para mim. De te transmitir o quanto me tens feito bem. O quanto me tens feito crescer. De te dizer o quanto significas para mim.
Fico sem palavras...não há palavras que me surjam...fico rendido a ti...e perco a minha razão...

E o melhor que consigo é:




"Gosto de ti, sabias?"



_______________________________

DANITY KANE

"Poetry"

[Aubrey]
When I stand in a crowded room
I feel alone like nobody's there
And when you talk cold to me
I can see your breath in the air
It's taking it's toll on me
In the bathroom taking showers
So you don't see me cry
Baby it's such a crime

[Dawn]
I try to feel confident
I'm bitter - You're not making sense
I missed you 'til you almost took my sanity
I started a new verse like

[DK]
Poetry, you're hiding behind the words you speak
Changing the words of the story
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
I'm fighting
You're hiding behind the words you're speaking
You're changing the words, I'm lost in the verse
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
Why are you hiding?

[D. Woods]
When I give you gratitude
You act like you don't hear me speak
When I tell you what you do to me
You don't even hear the truth
What are you trying to prove; I stare out of the window for hours
Cause you don't listen to me
You won't even look in my eyes

[Dawn]
I try to feel confident
I'm bitter - You're not making sense
I missed you 'til you almost took my sanity
I started a new verse like

[DK]
Poetry, you're hiding behind the words you speak
Changing the words of the story
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
I'm fighting
You're hiding behind the words you're speaking
You're changing the words, I'm lost in the verse
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
Why are you hiding?

[Aundrea]
Don't believe what you're saying
I read your face and I'm blanking
Cause I don't know what's in front of my eyes
I try to feel confident

[Dawn & Aundrea]
I try to feel confident
I'm bitter - You're not making sense
I missed you 'til you almost took my sanity

Oh.. oh.. oh.. oh...
Oh.. oh.. oh.. oh...
Oh.. oh.. oh.. oh...

[Dawn]
I'm starting a new verse like

[DK]
Poetry, you're hiding behind the words you speak
Changing the words of the story
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
I'm fighting

Poetry, you're hiding behind the words you speak
Changing the words of the story
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
I'm fighting

Poetry, you're hiding behind the words you speak
Changing the words of the story
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
I'm fighting
You're hiding behind the words you're speaking
You're changing the words, I'm lost in the verse
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
Why are you hiding?

Oh.. oh.. oh.. oh...
Oh.. oh.. oh.. oh...
Oh.. oh.. oh.. oh...

Oh.. oh.. oh.. oh...
Oh.. oh.. oh.. oh...
Oh.. oh.. oh.. oh...

Começo...


E assim alguem me fez sorrir como nunca pensei sorrir de novo...alguem me fez ver as cores do mundo quando apenas via o preto e branco das coisas negativas com que lidava todos os dias. Apareceu alguem que trouxe á minha vida a luz que faz reflectir para os meus olhos todas as cores do mundo. E agora consigo ver....consigo ver!!!! E consigo sorrir!!!!

Gosto de ti!!!





"Um dia pensei ver-me sorrir no reflexo de uma gota de agua que rolava no vidro da minha janela enquanto no mundo presente chovia e eu divagava pelo futuro mais longínquo..." by Scorps in "Rascunhos de um qualquer caderno"



___________________________________
BETTER THAN EZRA
"Breathless"

Here you are now
Fresh from your war
Back from the edge of time
And all that you were,
Stripped to the bone
I thought you­d want to know

That when you feel the world is crashing
All around your feet
Come running headlong into my arms
Breathless
I'll never judge you
I can only love you
Come now running headlong
Into my arms
Breathless

Lay down your guns
Too weak to run
Nothing can harm you here
Your precious heart
Broken and scarred
Somehow you made it through
I only ask that you won't go again

When you feel the world is crashing
All around your feet
Come running headlong into my arms
Breathless
I'll never judge you
I can only love you
Come now running headlong
Into my arms
Breathless

So glad to see you smiling
So good to hear your laugh
I think that you've found you even
Missed yourself
I'm only asking this because I think that
Truth be told
Oh, you'll never go again
Again

When you feel the world is crashing
All around your feet
Come running headlong into my arms
Breathless
I'll never judge you
I can only love you
Come now running headlong
Into my arms
Breathless
Breathless

20080419

Dias e afins

Coisas boas...coisas más...a balança por momentos nem sabe para onde pender mas oscila sempre, incapaz de se manter no ponto de equilibrio necessario para me sentir bem...


porque nao podiam as coisas indireitar?



_____________________________________________
METALLICA

"No Leaf Clover"


And it feels right this time
On this crash course with the big time
Pay no mind to the distant thunder
New day fills his head with wonder, boy....

Says it feels right this time
Turned it 'round and found the right line
Good day to be alive Sir
Good day to be alive, he said.....

Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just a freight train coming your way
Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just the freight train coming your way

Don't it feel right like this
All the pieces fall to his wish
Sucker for that quick reward boy
Sucker for that quick reward they said.....

Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just a freight train coming your way
Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just the freight train coming your way......
It's coming your way
It's coming your way......
Here comes

Yeah, Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just a freight train coming your way.... Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah...
Then it comes to be, Yeah


20080401

Evil Angel

Porque será que mesmo quando alguém se esforça ao máximo para nos tirar um sorriso, parece por vezes tão dificil que consigamos apenas sorrir?

______________________________
BREAKING BENJAMIN

"Evil Angel"

Hold it together, birds of a feather,
Nothing but lies and crooked wings.
I have the answer, spreading the cancer,
You are the faith inside me.

No, don't
Leave me to die here,
Help me survive here.
Alone, don't remember, remember.

[Chorus:]
Put me to sleep evil angel.
Open your wings evil angel.

A-ah.

I'm a believer,
Nothing could be worse,
All these imaginary friends.
Hiding betrayal,
Driving the nail,
Hoping to find a savior.

No, don't
Leave me to die here,
Help me survive here.
Alone, don't
Surrender, surrender.

[Chorus]

Oh.
Fly over me evil angel.
Why can't I breathe evil angel?

[Chorus]

Oh.
Fly over me evil angel.
Why can't I breathe evil angel?


20080327

Derniere Danse...




KYO
"Le Dernier Danse"


J'ai longtemps parcouru son corps
Effleuré cent fois son visage
J'ai trouvé de l'or
Et meme quelques étoiles
En essuyant ses larmes
J'ai appris par coeur
La pureté de ses formes
Parfois, je les dessine encore
Elle fait partie de moi

{Refrain:}
Je veux juste une dernière danse
Avant l'ombre et l'indifférence
Un vertige puis le silence
Je veux juste une dernière danse

Je l'ai connue trop tot
Mais c'est pas d'ma faute
La flèche a traversé ma peau
C'est une douleur qui se garde
Qui fait plus de bien que de mal
Mais je connais l'histoire
Il est déjà trop tard
Dans son regard
On peut apercevoir
Qu'elle se prépare
Au long voyage

{au Refrain}

Je peux mourir demain
Ca n'change rien
J'ai recu de ses mains
Le bonheur ancré dans mon âme
C 'est meme trop pour un seul homme
Je l'ai vue partir, sans rien dire
Il fallait seulement qu'elle respire
Merci d'avoir enchanté ma vie

{au Refrain}


20080324

Time is running out of me


Há dias especiais proporcionados por pessoas especiais que nos fazem sentir, ainda que apenas por momentos, especiais.

Vocês são especiais para mim.

Obrigado por hoje.

Mesmo com uma semana "menos-boa" (disseram-me para ser mais optimista e falar de forma mais positiva) conseguiram dar-me um dia de descanso mental. Obrigado por fazerem o sol brilhar no meu mundinho.



Gostava de saber o que fazer agora e para onde seguir. Queria respostas. Queria uma luz. Não tenho. E isto de ir ás apalpadelas... Corro o risco de apalpar quem não devo....




Abraços


________________________________
MUSE LYRICS

"Time Is Running Out"

I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
That you've created

You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

You will be the death of me
You will be the death of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation

You will squeeze the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Oh

You will suck the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Oh

20080320

Deixar de voar...


Há dias em que percebemos exactamente o que somos, em que nível estamos e o que podemos esperar tendo em conta esse mesmo nível. Voar é para quem tem asas. Andar é para quem tem os pés no chão. Não tenho asas, pelo que só posso andar...Sim, também se tropeça. Mas a queda, essa, é proporcionalmente muito menor e doí mesmo muito menos. Nada como um "reality check" para nos por de volta na terra... Podia tentar dizer tudo o que vai cá dentro...mas além de inútil e aborrecido, é provavelmente impossível...
Quando é que deixo de me iludir, esperando que as coisas possam ser diferentes?


Talvez a resposta é esperar menos, para talvez a desilusão ser menor ou então por outro lado conseguir uma pontual surpresa agradável...não sei...sei que não há mais voos deste lado...Caminhadas...e curtas...







Sick, sad, little world of mine...


20080318

Answers Vs Questions


I have always wonder why I breath, why I live, why am I doing here, what does the future hold, what does it want from me... But never in my life have I felt this lost, this empty, this alone....

And you... :(

Seems a bit crazy just to say this, but, I just can't find any answer. The questions that I lay before me are all but riddles that I struggle to answer.


Why does life seem this way to me? Why do I make these shit decisions?
Why is my life this strange? Why do I have to have these days, where anything seems to weigh more than 10000 tons?

So many questions, stupid ones at that, that will never have answers... A sage once said: "The day you answer all your questions you'll lose what to fight for" Seems I have to fight for a long time yet...but I'm already so tired....



Can you help?







Guess not...